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Ew; CHUCKIE !

olol, scenequeen texxt.

So, my pretty people, I'm currently dreading the week after this upcoming week. MIDTERM EXAMS. THEY NEED TO FUCKING DIE. I'm terrible when it comes to studying daily and such. I never do homework at home, unless I'm in a get-it-done mood. What's up with that? I can never do ANYTHING.

Okay, piss on that, I'm going to do math homework right now.

Brb.

Meh, this is taking a while.
I'll post more tomorrow.

Ja matte ne. :>

OH. MY. GOD.
Trains.
I once went on a 12 hour long train trip to Philedelphia to meet one of my best friends, and during a majority of the time, I had to maintain control over my bladder. Why? The bathrooms were BEYOND DISGUSTING. Seriously, there was piss on the toilet, on the toilet seat, on the walls, ALL OVER THE FLOOR. It reeked of, well, piss. It reeked STRONGLY of piss. To the point where I was about to puke. Why do people do that shit? D<

There's my worst public transit story. Enjoy.

As stated yesterday, I attended a distant family reunion. I ate, I sat, and I watched people do the usual "Hey Alex! How're you? You're so grown!" routine to me.
All right, they see me every year, it's not like I grow a foot every 12 months. Eh, thing is, half the people there I barely knew. Also, my 2 closest-to-my-age cousins do this thing every year at family get-togethers that just sort of erk me. They bring their boyfriend. With my oldest cousin, I don't mind as much, because he's probably going to be family soon. However, the other cousin just brings whoever she's dating at the moment.
Now, okay, if I had a boyfriend, it would be neat to show himm off and all, but I'm...more reserved than that. I mean, if he was my fiancee or husband, hell yes I'd bring him. BUUUTT, I wouldn't bring the guy of the month. No, I wouldn't.

Anywaaayyss.
I have to do my essay.
Yeeess, I have to.
The funny thing is, whenever I get ready to go attack an essay assignment, I get that feeling that I get when I'm about to get a shot, or have to sing in front of a crowd. Why? I don't know. My yearning to have PERFECT papers can really affect my schoolwork sometimes. I end up getting incredibly frustrated and just writing shit down on paper that doesn't make since.

To my MSN friends: I can't get on tonight. D: Sorry. I'll talk to you guys tomorrow, I promise. :3

Well, considering I try to sleep for the entire morning on Sundays, I would prefer to hear the sound of either nothing or my dream.
Other than that, I don't listen to music in the morning on Sundays. If my parents drag me to church, than I hear gospel music, but that's not really something I want to here, so it's not counted as a favorite.

So, nothing. :"D

LLLAAWWWLLL.
That was quuiiitte a song back when I was, what, 10?
Or 11.
12, maybe.

SOOO, ANYWAYYS.

Tomorrow, we have a family reunion in a distant town from here. I was just informed this. Fun, fun. I get to hang out with some heavy-accented cousins. I've always felt the need to be perfect whenever I attended these. It's rather annoying, really. I'm well on my way to losing weight, because I'm unable to binge nowadays.

On a side note here, I'm actually doing very well with my eating. Once I become full, I really can't eat anymore. Like, I actually stop. And I don't want the food anymore. O_O
Like, you guys don't understaaanndd, this is HUGE for me. Honestly, in the past, I binged and binged and binged and I just...never listened to my stomach. But NOW, I do. For example, this Thanksgiving, I had a few cooked baby carrots, some sliced potatoe bits, a small bowl of italian macaroni (:p nyummy), a serving of green beans, a serving of sliced sweet potatoe, and a little bit of cranberry sauce (<33333). Like, after that, I was pretty much full and finished. That's amazing for me. But yeah, on story now.

My cousins are considerably skinny. Not that I don't enjoy my curves, but I mean, I'm overweight. And they're...not. I'm also a teenager. So obviously, some envy will occur, right? Yeah. But I'm not going to worry about it now. Tomorrow, it's going to be me and MUSE for the 1.5 hour long road trip. And again for the trip back. Heck yes.

Also, my deepest regards to the band Hawthorne Heights. I heard that Casey Calvert died today, and that really is terrible. I was never a huge fan, but I liked a couple of their songs. What's REALLY terrible though is that another young person with their entire life ahead of him and riding on his dreams stopped existing. That...wow.

My thoughts on death...Hm. I'm incredibly afriad of...yeah. I mean, what's after it? Does it hurt? Are you able to feel the mourning you have that you're leaving behind people that can't exist without your existance? Yesterday, Casey Calvert was at his concert, playing the rhythm guitar and screaming the backup vocals, not a care in the world. He didn't know what would happen to him in a matter of hours. That...really gets me.

But yeah. [/blog]

I have.

Well, since my surname is considerably rare here, results including me are basically nonexistant. However, there are a VERY FEW other people by my name in the search, and um, it's quite odd. It's just so weird knowing somewhere, right now, there is someone with your name. Yeah.

So, today, I basically just read about the edits and cuts between the japanese and dub version of Pokemon. Ya know, I actually do like Pokemon, but only the OOOLLD Pokemon. Fuck the new stuff, it's lame. D<
I also watched a video of James (from Pokemon) with HUUUGGE hentai boobs. I was like "WTF xDD". I still am. And then I watched the banned episode where Pikachu gave about 700 children in Japan seizures.

Other than that, I'm feeling lazy. I should type my essay that was due TUESDAY, but uh, I hate writing stuff that I HAVE to write. I don't mind doing things on my own accord, but if I have to force myself to think about some useless crap between other useless crap, but brain just sort of does this number: v(_ _ v)<X The <X resembles blood splatter. Oh yes, it does. So yeah, I hate schoolwork. I hate essays. Yet I want to become a writer when I grow up. Irony at it's best, yo. 8D Soo, considering no one who doesn't KNOOW about me is added here, I'll ramble about it, I guess. After I finally caught up with the Tila Tequila show (I started watching it, but never really kept up with the episodes), I REALLY started paying attention to this one contestant, Dani. And I mean, I thought she was gorgeous from the start, but now that I'm seeing more of her, I'm just head-over-heels. I realize how much I'd like girlfriend, but I seriously doubt the girls around here who "claim" their bisexual ARE bisexual. Idk, it just seems like such a fad. I know I might sound like a hypocrite saying that, but I KNOW FOR SURE I like girls and guys. I mean, how can I not? Anyways, the "lipstick" lesbians I know are annoying. But I'm still open to it. Whatever. I prefer more rugged girls, in my personal opinion. But, like I JUST stated, I'm open-minded about it. Anyywaayyys, I have nothing else more to talk about. I wanna get into some new music. And, like, listen to it forever. Yeah. :D

Considering I'm still not old enough to actually buy nice gifts for people, I don't holiday shop, but my mom sometimes starts sooner than November.

Today, I learned that cranberry sauce is love. However, I don't really have a favorite dish, really. I'm a vegan, so turkey's out. I love sweet potatoes A LOT, though. My great-grandmother also makes these amazing green beans that were grown from her garden.

I guess mine was when I went through this drastic "emo" phase in the 8th grade.
I had my hair cut so I'd have "emo bangs", I wore band t-shirts of bands that I didn't even listen to, and I started to wear a shitload of eyeliner.
Talk about poser, I know.

Thankfully, my bangs are now bold'd, I wear a large variety of clothes, the band t-shirts I do wear are only of bands I am very passionate about, my eyeliner is usually very subtle and only on the bottom of my eyelid, and I don't sterotype myself anymore.

O HAI, I HAVE AN LJ NOW.

Ohoho, that sounds a little perverted, doesn't it? LJ. Give me an LJ, bitch. D<
;D

That's in good taste.

So, uh, yesterday, I had to send me English teacher my essay on literary terms betwenshgagsiagsoagqwerty WHO CARES, but I didn't.
Hm.
So, today, I'll type my essay, and then send him it, being all sorry and stuff.
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Yes.

So, I know what I want to see in December. :D
I Am Legend and Sweeney Todd will premiere in December, AND I SHALL SEE THEM WITH LEGO.
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..Oho?

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LMFAO.
I'll give you a cookie if you can figure out what thaty is supposed to look like.

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